The Current Squeeze

i've been on a total depression state for the past weekend. Reason of it being is not because the disturbing news i heard about someone, nor is it due to certain parties involvement in my affairs
, and it isn't got anything to do with work either despite all those bug me to death.

No, it's because of one thing and one thing only, the Rotax Max Calendar is officially over for the year 2008. as far as i stand, the year has ended. fuck the remaining months, there's nothing else to look-up forward to, asides Christmas at the Palencias'.

The tiny ray of hope which is keeping me alive, is my current squeeze. she's brawny, she loud and she's loves to be ridden hard and long all day & night. She's a black widow in some sense. She'd kill me the second i put a foot wrong. But she knows i can't resist, i keep coming back for more, for i am a nymph in the sense.